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It's hard to feel when u haf been thinkin so long abt sth u can't do anything abt.

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 13:22:38 GMT

i want a trip inside your head & spend a day there;
hear the things u haven said, see what you see.

there's just something that she couldnt fathom.

blackbird, fly.

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 14:46:20 GMT

weeee~ new toy to spice up my life. (:

:(

Thu, 04 Jun 2009 13:57:14 GMT

FOCUS. only 3 more days left.
Say that 50 times.

my brain's over saturated!

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 16:03:19 GMT

its been sometime since i last felt this way.
the over - saturated feeling from the tiny brain of mine.
it has somehow shrunk tremendously since those mugging days.
there's like so much i need to know; but there's so little i could remember.
screaming out HELP from within.

i shrugged at the thought of it.
a part of me wants this to be over and done with.
& on the other hand i was hoping for time will slow down so that i can be better prepared for it.

sigh,
i need a miracle.

in a stage of total denial and delusion

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 15:26:10 GMT

have you ever met someone who ....

a) lost a soccer bet & refused to pay?
b) called the police when the debt collector go her hse to get the $ from her?
c) complained and insisted for an apology from someone tt paid and settled the $ for her.
d) went maniacal & called pple's work hotline to complain about something totally irrevelant?
e) dint see the point that if she settled the $ on time, none of the above would have happened?

we met one. Unluckily. & she's one insane nutcase.

You, yes you if u are reading.
stop being a liar.
you said she used these words: 'A Fcuker she is...' show us the evidence.

i smsed you becos i want you to wake up ur bloody idea. who is in the right set of mind to call someone's Work Hotline to complain such irrelevant stuffs. and Moreover, YOU R THE ONE THAT DINT PAY AND SHE IS THE ONE THAT SETTLE THIS ON YOUR BEHALF.

No $ Dont Bet. Dun put blame on others, refused to pay then call the police.
she shldnt even trust you with her account in the first place.
when someone is nice enuff to pick up the tab, you still want her to apologise to you?
for fuck? you okay up in your mind? or you are simply empty up there?

she is afraid of nothing. You are the one that is afraid.
Afraid to face up with the fact.
Afraid to pay up.
Afraid to face the debt collector.
Afraid of pple knowing the truth.

Enuff of these shit.
If you have the $ to pay, u would have long paid up.
Since you dun have & the debt has already been settled,
Would you just shut up and go on with life?

you are a waste of time.

i like who we are when we are around us

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 16:00:15 GMT

but being perfect is always hard, isnt it?

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 15:36:53 GMT

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most

& I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up, let's keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
so we don't get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Green-eyed monster.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 15:39:50 GMT

syl low, stop making me green with envy.
you are warned & banned from showing me evil things.

i want to occupy ur mind as u do to mine. (:

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:14:35 GMT

sweet:

the silence broke her heart on a friday.

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 23:06:49 GMT

sometimes she just cant feel it.